Permohonan ke SBP.

Assalamualaikum.

So biasalah. Untuk budak-budak PMR, mesti dah mula berfikir nak mohon ke SBP mana kan? Haih. Actually at first, tak berminat langsung kot nak mohon SBP ni. But then, bila tengok senarai sekolah-sekolah SBP ni, terdetik di hati nak mohon. Agak lawak di situ. Tapi, keinginan tu takdelah 100% beria-ria nak mohon. Just cuba nasib and in case kalau dapat, baru fikir nak pergi ke tak.

Belum mohon hantar permohonan sebab masih terfikir nak mohon sekolah mana. And tak bagitahu parents langsung pun pasal permohonan SBP ni. So, setelah disenarai pendekkan sekolah-sekolah yang ada, adalah dalam 4 buah sekolah yang tengah terpikir kat kepala ni haa..

1. SM Sains Tengku Muhammad Faris Petra
Sekolah ni dekat Pengkalan Chepa, Kota Bharu, Kelantan. Jauh kan? Hmm, but apa yang buat aku nak mohon sini sebab sukan dia lebih fokus ke tenpin boling. Kalau asyik nak belajar je 24 jam, susahlah hidup.

2. SM Sains Muzaffar Syah (MOZAC)
Sekolah ni dekat Ayer Keroh, Melaka. Takdelah jauh mana. Hmm sekolah ni pun fokus on tenpin boling. Jyeah. And lagipun aku tengok cikgu dia tak garang mana. Kalau cikgu garang, belajar sebenarnya tak masuk.

3. SM Sains Tuanku Munawir (SASER)
Hah, siapa je tak kenal sekolah ni kan? Dekat Seremban, Negeri Sembilan. Dekat giler dengan rumah aku. 5km pun tak sampai rasanya. Haha. So kalau mohon sini, rumah dekat. And for sure aku tahulah kemudahan-kemudahan yang ada dekat dengan sekolah tu. Kiranya, aku pahamlah apa untungnya kalau sekolah situ.

4. SM Dato' Abdul Razak (SDAR)
Okay. Sekolah ni dekat Sungai Gadut, Negeri Sembilan. Alaa sekolah yang dekat dengan stesyen radio tu.. LOL. Dulu dah dapat dah tawaran sekolah sini, but then pilih KGV. Sekolah ni pun rapat apa dengan KGV. Haa, entah kenapa tetibe rasa nak masuk pulak sekolah ni. Hehe. Pengetua KGV yang dulu pun pindah SDAR jugak kan? LOL. Dapat keistimewaanlah kan kalau mohon sini. Nampak Georgian mohon je, terus dapat. Lol just kidding.

See? Semuanya reasonable. But, maybe kena tanya pendapat parents jugak lah kan. Haha, memang wajib tanya pun. Tapi sebenarnya, kalau aku tak dapat pun tak kisah, as long as aku boleh stay dekat KGV tercinta ni ♥ Sweet tak? Banyak kot memori kat KGV, dari student biasa, jadi prefect, then jadi student biasa balik. Banyak aku belajar kat KGV ni. Sayang kalau nak tinggalkan. Jadi, kalau dapat mana-mana SBP pun, 60% aku still nak stay KGV jugak. Once a georgian, always a georgian. But yeah, ni semua penentu masa depan aku jugak. Hmm, tengok jelah apa yang jadi.

CARA-CARA MEMOHON SEKOLAH BERASRAMA PENUH.
Untuk korang yang tak tahu kat mana nak mohon SBP tu, meh aku ajar.
1. Pergi ke website http://www.moe.gov.my/.
2. Korang scroll ke bawah sikit, then akan jumpa e-Perkhidmatan.
3. Dah jumpa situ, make sure dah klik dekat Berkala.
4. Dekat tulisan warna biru banyak-banyak tu, korang cari Permohonan ke Sekolah Berasrama Penuh dan Sekolah Kawalan.
5. Klik. Then isi apa yang patut :)

Kbye.

Sing our school song, brings memory so sweet. With gratitude so deep we hail thee. 

30 Days Heart Touching Story.

Asssalamualaikum.

One night, boy and girl are sitting alone in the park..

Boy: I guess we are the left overs in this world..
Girl: I think so.. All of my friends have boyfriends and we are only the two persons left in this world without any special person in our life..
Boy: Yup, but I don't know what to do..
Girl: I know! We'll play a game!
Boy: Huh? What game?
Girl: Like this. I'll be your girl friend for 30 days and you will be my boyfriend..
Boy: That's a great plan! In fact I don't have nothing to do much this following weeks.

DAY 1:

They watch their first movie and they both touched in a romantic film.

DAY 4:

They went to the beach and have a picnic. Boy and girl have their quality time together!

DAY 12:

Boy invited girl to a circus and they ride on a Horror House. Girl was scared and she touched boy's hand but she touched someone else's hand and they both laughed.

DAY 15:

They saw a fortune teller down the road and they asked for their future advice and the fortune teller said : "My darling, Please don't waste the time of your life. Spend the rest of your time together happily.." Then tears flow out from the teller's eyes.

DAY 20:

Girl invited boy to go to the hill and they saw a meteor. Girl mumbled something..

DAY 28:

They sat on the bus and because of a bumpy road girl gave her first kiss to boy by accident!

DAY 29:

11:37pm

Girl and boy sat in the park where they first decided to play this game..

Boy: I'm tired.. Do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road.
Girl: Apple juice that's all.
Boy: Wait for me..

20 mins later... a stranger approached girl..

Stranger: Are you a friend of that boy?
Girl: Yes, why? What happened ?
Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over boy and he is critical in the hospital..

11:57pm

The doctor went out of the emergency room and he handed out an apple juice and a letter..

Doctor: We found this in boy's pocket.

Girl reads the letter and it says:

"This past few days, I realized.. You are really a cute girl and I am really falling for you.. Your cherish smile your everything when we played this game... Before this game would end... I would like you to be my girl friend for the rest of my life....
I love you...."

Girl crumples the paper and shouted :

Girl: I don't want you to die! I... I love you... Remember that night when we saw a meteor, I mumbled something... I mumbled that I wish we would be together forever and never end this game! Please don't leave me.... I love you! You cannot do this to me..

Then the clock strikes 12..

Boy's heart start pumping....

THEN IT WAS THE 30TH DAY!

Kbye.

If happy ever after did exist, I would still be holding you like this. All those fairy tales are full of it, one more stupid love song I'll be sick.

Reality About Life.

Assalamualaikum. 

Sebelum mulakan, nak bagi credits dekat blogger ini: Lala. She's awesome!

I think, semua yang akan dinyatakan ni memang tepatlah dengan kehidupan kita sekarang.

01. Life is never fair, that's why it's called "life".
02. We never stop recycling because they never stop trashing.
03. Gangsters are real; they will beat the shit out of you if they have to.
04. Procrastinating is considered normal nowadays.
05. We hate school; we hate work; but we love to sleep.
06. Freedom would be doing your own things.
07. Teens tend to tell their friends everything and not their parents.
08. We realize what's wrong with the world, but we still leave them as it is.
09. We tend to complain about so much things and yet, nothing's changed.
10. There really are people who aren't virgins at your school.
11. We all hate change.
12. People really do cut themselves to "soothe" their pain emotionally.
13. Even quiet ones can rebel if they wanted to.
14. Our society is still pretty much segregated.
15. Some people do gamble like an addict, even when they lose everything.
16. If there's no such thing as "perfect," then why does it exist?
17. It's not the worst thing in the world; we all get hurt emotionally and physically.
18. Sometimes, the smallest things just always piss you off.
19. We're all hypocrites when you think about it.
20. Basically, we're all corrupted in some ways. It's life.

It's not that I'm so smart, it's just that I stay with problems longer.

Si Pengayuh Sampan.

Assalamualaikum.

Suatu hari, seorang professor ingin menyeberang sungai bersama dengan seorang pengayuh sampan dengan menaiki sampan. Semasa dalam perjalanan, si professor bertanya..

"Kamu tahu membaca dan menulis tak?"

"Tidak, saya buta huruf.." Jawab si pengayuh sampan.

"Kalau begitu, kamu sudah kehilangan separuh dari hidup kamu. Orang yang tidak pandai membaca dan menulis seolah-olah hilang separuh keupayaan hidup.."

Si pengayuh sampan hanya terdiam dan terus mengayuh sampan. Tidak lama kemudian, si professor bertanya lagi.. "Kamu ada buat simpanan di bank?"

"Tidak. Pendapatan saya hanya cukup-cukup makan sahaja. Macam mana mahu simpan di bank.."

"Kalau begitu kamu hilang lagi separuh kehidupan kamu. Mana mungkin orang yang tiada wang boleh hidup dengan senang di hari tua nanti.."

Si pengayuh sampan mendiamkan diri lagi. Sampan terus bergerak dengan keadaan air yang berombak-ombak. Setibanya di tengah sungai, tiba-tiba sampan itu bocor. Air berduyun-duyun masuk ke dalam sampan dan akan tenggelam pada bila-bila masa sahaja. Keadaan semakin tegang. Si pengayuh sampan bertanya kepada professor.. "Tuan, adakah tuan tahu berenang?"

"Tidak. Saya tak tahu." Jawab professor dengan cemasnya.

"Kalau begitu, tuan akan kehilangan seluruh hidup tuan!"

Pengajaran.

Allah tidak akan mencipta manusia itu untuk menjadi bodoh. Tetapi, Allah menjadikan setiap manusia mempunyai berlainan kelebihan dan kebijaksanaan. Jadi, kita janganlah menganggap diri kita ini hina. Sebaliknya, cari kelebihan diri dan asahnya sehingga menjadi setajam jarum. Setinggi mana pun kita belajar, kalau tak tahu ilmu hidup, susah jugak. Jadi, jangan riak dengan apa kita miliki. Kbye.

Your insecure. tenenenet. Don't know what for. tenenenet. EH?

So yeah, It's Friday.

Assalamualaikum.

Hmm, today is supposed to be a great day but yeah everything always ruined me up. Never mind, just start from the beginning. So pagi tadi ada bacaan Yassin and itu memang rutin harian Georgian setiap hari Jumaat pagi. And then, bila dah habis bacaan Yassin cikgu buat announcement yang lepas rehat semua pelajar kecuali 6 Rendah mesti masuk dalam dewan selepas rehat. So most of them like terpinga-pinga. But ramai jugak yang dah tahu, ada Majlis Penutup Sambutan Bulan Kemerdekaan. And then semua balik kelas. Belajar.

Masuk kelas, as usual mesti ada orang tanya "Weh, cikgu datang tak?" "Weh, harini belajar ke?" "Weh, lepas rehat ada ape?" Somehow tetiba aku rasa sedih sikit lah. Yelah, dorang nak PMR but the way dorang tanya like macam taknak cikgu masuk kelas je. Hmm, cubelah muhasabah diri sikit. Diri kita ni takdelah pandai mana, masih perlu menuntut ilmu, so cuba semangat sikit nak belajar. And, untuk semua soalan yang dorang tanya tuh, aku jawab "Entah." ENTAH. Satu perkataan yang selalu digunakan untuk selamatkan diri kita sendiri, right?

Suddenly, cikgu Fadzilah masuk. Wow, dua hari dah teacher tak masuk kelas and finally today teacher masuk pun. Actually I have to admit this. Masa aku Form 1, aku serius tak suka kelas English. Sebab markah aku asyik rendah je. Masuk Form 2, aku start suka, tapi markah aku still rendah je. So then, aku start tak suka. Bila masuk Form 3, aku mengakulah yang aku suka gila English. Tambah lagi bila dapat cikgu Fadzilah yang ajar, memang awesomeee (y) But teacher macam takde mood je harini.. Masuk kelas je, dah marah-marah.  Hmm, I know you know the real story right? Nevermind, itulah cabaran menjadi seorang guru. And then, teacher suruh susun meja like in exam sebab nak buat TFE 2. Time part ni je aku suka, 3 tahun aku sekolah KGV, English aku tak pernah A. Sekali TFE English ni, aku dapat 80. Mak aih, punyelah suka aku time tu. Teacher pun tersenyum lebar tengok aku. Even yang highest 90, but aku bersyukur sangat dapat A for TFE English. First time A for English. Haha. Bayangkanlah, TFE 1 haritu aku dapat 65. TFE 2 dapat 80. Gila kau tak happy? Haha. And on that time, I think that today will be the best day of my life. But, I was wrong..

And then rehat. Sebelum rehat, teacher ada pesan, teacher nak nama dua orang guru yang akan ikut kelas kitorang pergi lawatan nanti. So time rehat tu pun, aku carilah Ustaz Roslan and Cikgu Rahimie. Aku cari sepanjang waktu rehat tu, tak jumpa pun. Bila nak habis rehat, barulah aku jumpa Ustaz Roslan. Lepas dah mintak apa yang patut, nak cari pulak cikgu Rahimie. Tak jumpa. Hmm, rehat dah habis, so apa lagi masuk dewan leww.

Masuk dewan, still mencari. But tak jumpa. Then buat keputusan cari cikgu lepas dah habis majlis. So here it's begin. Masa start, semuanya okay. But then, I just realized something. "Why are you still staying here?" "What do you mean?" "Are you fucking blind? Everybody is ignoring you. Can't you see?" "Then, what do you expect me to do?" "Just leave this school and start your new life." "But... I know there must be a reason why I must stay here." "No, there musn't. You're so damn useless." "Well, I know that. But this is my life, so i'm just go with the flow.." "Without anyone beside you?" "Yes." "You're so lifeless. Just go kill yourself." "Nah, you are much better to kill yourself and go away from my soul." "You're a loser, can't you see?" "You win. You just ruined this whole day." Monolog apa tu? Haih. Entahlah. Sometimes, I feel like want to move to another school but there are a lot of memories that I've been through here. Seriously, I don't mind being alone all the time...if I know somebody out there is really needs me in their life. 

And then, semua orang berdiri nak nyanyi lagu 1 Malaysia tu. Wow, that was soooooo great! Georgian semua nyanyi lagu tu dengan semangatnya. Haha. I'm proud to be a Georgian. Dah habis majlis tu, nampak cikgu Rahimie. And then aku jumpa cikgu Rahimie and aku tanyalah boleh join kelas kitorang pergi lawatan ke tak. What a sad life, cikgu kata cikgu busy, cikgu tak boleh pergi.. Mood aku hilang terus actually time tu.. Takpelah.. Anyway, I think no one might to read this. But if anyone did, just keep it silent. Because, aku tak suka orang kesian dekat aku lepas baca entri ni. Aku tulis apa yang aku rasa kat sini sebab... you know.. Kbye.

49 Day Honesty Challenge

Assalamualaikum.

Lately ni banyak benda yang nak cerita tapi malas nak cerita. Lol, lawak apakah itu? Huh. Last-last jumpa bendalah ni dekat Tumblr, balun jelah. At least, berupdatelah jugak kan? So, let's the adventure begin!

Your ex texted you and wanted you back. Would you take him/her back?

Hmm, nah.

Has anyone told you “forever and ever” then left?

A lot.

Your relationship status?

Single, double, plural..... huh anything.

Have you ever lost a close friend?

Lol, for sure...................Yes.

Do you smoke weed regularly?

I do eat seaweed, but not smoke weed. Haha

Think back to the beginning of 2011. Are you still dating the same person?

Aha, yes.

Would you parents be mad if you were in a relationship?

No if i can manage myself to study and get better result in exam.

When was the last time you really laughed?

Ermm, i don't know. I think, around two or three months ago?

Something is wrong. First person you turn too?

Lol, you know who....

First girl you’d turn to?

Hmmm, i think you know too.... Lol

Is there anyone who doesn’t like you because of something you did?

I guess yes. Ya well every people make mistakes, and i did a lot of mistake before. So yeah..

Angry at anyone?

Hmmm, until now, i think, nope..

What’s stopping you from going for the person you like?

My insecure..

When was the last time you cried really hard?

Three weeks ago, i guess?

Is there anyone you would do anything for?

Yes, the person who are really there for me ;)

Who was the last person you talked to for more than 10 minutes on the phone?

More than 10 minutes? Alia, Irdina and Huda. 

What is your favorite song?

When You're Gone, by Avril Lavigne.

Do you like Red Bull?

Huh? Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

How many people can you tell just about everything to?

only 2...

Have you ever wished on a shooting star?

Lol no. 

Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you?

Yeeeeeesssss! Guess who?

Describe yourself in one word.

Lonely?

Do you have anything that belongs to your ex?

Yes....................

Can you honestly say you’ve had a sleepover with the opposite gender?

With my cousin? Haha

Do you rebound?

I guess.. I can't guess... Nope.

Ever cheated on someone?

Yes... But ya sokay..

What would you do if you found out the person you like was in a relationship?

I know i couldn't do anything for her but ya i'll be waiting.. If she still cannot see my existence, maybe I'll move on with some scars maybe?

Do you act differently around the person you like?

Well, not totally different, but just a bit, maybe? Lol

Honestly, what guy’s number do you have memorized?

Lelaki ke? Aha, aiman jelah kot.. and my father's number :3

Is it hard to make you laugh?

Well, sometimes..

Who was the last person to make you mad?

My classmate?

Do you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again?

I don't want that........ Lol

Have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms?

My mom...

Has anyone ever called you scrumptious before?

Hahahahahaha yes yes yes! Lol xD

Would you like to put a night on repeat and live it forever?

Sometimes...

Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out?

Yes, my deskmate.. 

Is your best friend a slut?

Hotakmu tanya cengginih kuajaq -.-

Is hard drugs a turn off?

Yes, totally!

Are you happy with life right now?

Kinda.. But not at all..

Are you still in love with your ex?

Nah.

Are you still in love with your ex?

Sepak kang tanya sekali sudahlah -.-

Have you ever been the “other person” in a relationship?

No...

Have you ever had your heart broken?

Yes, always..

Have you ever broken someone’s heart?

Haih, yes.. Yesterday.. I'm always dissapoint them who are close to me. Haih..

Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in?

I guess no.

Where is your best friend?

I think it should be ARE not IS -.- Come to my school and i'll show them. 

Something you’re happy about?

Someone who appreciate what i've done ;)

How is your heart lately?

Well still can pump my blood to the whole body.. I mean, still can working greatly..

Ada yang minat nak try ke bendalah ni? Saya jumpa kat sini, kalau nak klik lah. Cukup 49 dah jawab.

Kertas kerja lawatan tak siap ada hati update blog, ceh -,-

Kbye.